No more!! Forever...

25th of September, friday

My mum confiscated my mobile phone again.
I think this timequite serious!
She told me that she will keep the mobile phone foreverand won't take it out anymore.
Actually I don't know what's going on...
*Sigh... What can I do??
I'll be making call through house phone from today.
There's no other way.
Damn hate it~

The mobile phone will be stored in her "fireproof box" ever and forever. T.T

A Question For All My Dear Friends

22nd of September, wednesday

I feel that I'm quite weird today.
Suddenly, an extreamly strange question occured in my mind...
The question is:
"If one day you fall in love with your cousin, what will you do?
How will you feel?"

Hey guys, leave me some answer in my comment box ya~ Thanks o!! XD

Thank to him so much...

19th of September, sunday

Thomas, I would like to thank you here.
I'm glad to know you.
I don't know what should I say...
Because of you, I know S more better.
I'm such a silly girl. I don't even know that she treated me as her best friend.
You told me that she has warned you not to hurt me.
Actually, I felt very touch when I heard it.
As what you have told me the past of her life, I'll treat her evenmore better now.
I promise....
But not because of I sympathy her~
Anyway, I just want to say "Thank you so much!", my dear friend.

Quite disappointed today

9th of September, sunday

I can't even remember how many days she has visited to penang.
Today, everythings seem perfect...
I thought today I'll keep my words and meet you at gurney.
But...everythings went out of the blue.
My parents refused to fetch me...Of course, it's without giving a reason.
I feel so sorry~
I have missed out on our first meet.
I hope this won't happen again...
sorry, sister~~ =(

对学校的楼梯产生了恐惧感...

14th of September , monday

今天不知道怎么了，都没什么心情...
一整天在学校都被问怎么今天脸上毫无表情的,
我只是冷冷地看了他们一眼没回答...

今早我很匆忙地赶去学校，
心里一直想，今天是星期一；现在已经7.08a.m.,
这下肯定要被总或副总highlight我的名字，记我lewat了。
心里很急，一下车就很大步地踏入学校了。
走着走着，看见前面是form 5的学姐，
这时我才想起今天他们还在考试，没有周会。
然后我才喘了一口气，慢慢走到Dataran Kantin。

这天的physics跟平时没什么差别，
就是那英文超烂的马来老师，整天只会"parli"我们而已。
她根本不会教书，就连基本的数学都不会算...@@
她上课根本没人听，没人理她的~
如果问她问题，那会更糟，她给的答案会让人“吐血”（因为她答非所问，问了=没问）

她的节一完，大家都排队回班了。
可是今天却发生了一件很糗的事...
今天是我生平第一次在中学摔楼梯 T^T
我的脚明明有着地，可是就不懂为何我会跌到~
庆幸的是我当时有扶着手把，不然我一定是滚下楼了。
当时我的脚很软，好不容易才站了起来...
我这一摔根本没人理我，个个都好像没看见，没人扶我，都很没良心~（时间好像在瞬间停止了）

我...真得很无奈~
站起来后便以最快速度回班了。

**大家放心，我没摔伤...只是好像走学校楼梯时有恐惧感。

给杉的话

12th of September, saturday

杉，你还好吧？
我知道最近发生了一些事，但你要坚强，要加油哦~
PMR越来越近了，把所有情绪暂时抛开，先专注于考试。
我知道这几乎有点难，会很辛苦…
所以你更要加油！姐是永远支持你的~

今天我可以感觉到你心情不怎么好…
你要我打电话和你聊聊天，
我没再三的考虑就打去了。
这通电话，一聊就聊上了1小时40分钟…
想起来，我们好像没聊过那么久的电话哦~
MAXIS打给DIGI是蛮贵的，又加上我这个月的电话费已经是很高了的。
但，我还是觉得这是值得的…
因为…我终于听见了你的笑声。XP...Haha~

杉，无论发生什么事都好，都可以给我分担
总而言之，我会挺你的~要开心哦~

Maybe that's what God trying to tell me...

8th of September, tuesday

Arhhh~
I found that after reformated my computer, everything has gone.
Not only that.

The most important things..!!
That conversation of us. It has gone. =(
I could remember that was our last conversation..

Maybe God wants me to forget you.
It's quite difficult for me...but what to do?
It's the only way I think.

So, I'll try my best to forget you and be happy always althought it's quite hard~

Finally I get back my computer!

7th of September, monday

I was so happy today.
Finally I get back my computer.^^
I think almost a month I didn't touch on my computer.
Well, I really miss it very much...
My computer has been reformated, but the problem is everthing is in old version.
I need to update it again...
This few days I'll be very busy. =P