30th of March, monday
现在才知道...
原来...
从开始到现在, 都只是自己在自作多情而已...
你还真的让我以为那一切都是真的...
我...真的太傻了~
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Sports Day
26th of March, thursday
今天是运动会, 而天是那么的不作美
一大清早就下雨了...
今年是我们中四学长第一次要在运动会当天代表学校操步.
大家都很紧张~
今年的的运动会是在雨中进行的.
包括操步...
操步比赛完毕后, 运动会便正式进行.
今年的运会没什么特别.
只是, 我不想见到的人没来...
今年运动会的总冠军归于蓝队.
当然, 身为蓝队的一份子, 我也感到很骄傲...
很开心今年蓝队又能夺冠了...
蓝队是最棒的!!!
今天是运动会, 而天是那么的不作美
一大清早就下雨了...
今年是我们中四学长第一次要在运动会当天代表学校操步.
大家都很紧张~
今年的的运动会是在雨中进行的.
包括操步...
操步比赛完毕后, 运动会便正式进行.
今年的运会没什么特别.
只是, 我不想见到的人没来...
今年运动会的总冠军归于蓝队.
当然, 身为蓝队的一份子, 我也感到很骄傲...
很开心今年蓝队又能夺冠了...
蓝队是最棒的!!!
Saturday, March 28, 2009
damn hate this stupid holiday
16th~20th of March , monday~friday
This holiday really doesn't look like a holiday.
I didn't have any holiday mood.
It's too bad..
Everyday also need to go back to school.
Most of the activities is MARCHING!!!
I'm damn hate it.
19th & 20th of March is our school prefect marching camp.
Some of the activities were cancelled,
so we had to teach those form 1 juniors how to marching.
It's really difficult to teach them..
Vian, May and I are in a same group to teach them.
Our group members are damn cute. Haha~
Everyone also said so..
Vian and May are so playful.
They gave each of the members a funny name..
Luckily they didn't give me as I told them must respect their seniors =P
We trained them hardly just for the stupid marching test.
We all coorperated very well.
Although sometimes they will make three of us very angry,
but we really happy to know each other and finish our jobs together.
We had so much fun together..
Because of them, myy skin became darker compared to before holiday.
I'm a little sad, but still quite proud.
As they get the third place in that marching test.
This holiday really is a stupid holiday.
Not even can rest!! Just Keep Doing Works Non-Stop!!!
I damn hate this holiday!
This holiday really doesn't look like a holiday.
I didn't have any holiday mood.
It's too bad..
Everyday also need to go back to school.
Most of the activities is MARCHING!!!
I'm damn hate it.
19th & 20th of March is our school prefect marching camp.
Some of the activities were cancelled,
so we had to teach those form 1 juniors how to marching.
It's really difficult to teach them..
Vian, May and I are in a same group to teach them.
Our group members are damn cute. Haha~
Everyone also said so..
Vian and May are so playful.
They gave each of the members a funny name..
Luckily they didn't give me as I told them must respect their seniors =P
We trained them hardly just for the stupid marching test.
We all coorperated very well.
Although sometimes they will make three of us very angry,
but we really happy to know each other and finish our jobs together.
We had so much fun together..
Because of them, myy skin became darker compared to before holiday.
I'm a little sad, but still quite proud.
As they get the third place in that marching test.
This holiday really is a stupid holiday.
Not even can rest!! Just Keep Doing Works Non-Stop!!!
I damn hate this holiday!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
exam is over~ but...
13th of March, friday
Hohoho~
Finally exam over lo...
Holiday come again =P
But...
School teachers gave us lots of homeworks.
Only chemistry homework already almost 200 questions. T___T
Why teachers want to us so many works~~~~
The other things which let me almost faint are:
1. still need to back to school during holiday
2. have choir
3. have prefect marching everyday (mon-fri)
4. prefect camp is cancelled
5. need to prepare oral test
Wow~
So many things need to do during this holiday.
This holiday can't relex althought exam s over...
Sob~ Sob~
Hohoho~
Finally exam over lo...
Holiday come again =P
But...
School teachers gave us lots of homeworks.
Only chemistry homework already almost 200 questions. T___T
Why teachers want to us so many works~~~~
The other things which let me almost faint are:
1. still need to back to school during holiday
2. have choir
3. have prefect marching everyday (mon-fri)
4. prefect camp is cancelled
5. need to prepare oral test
Wow~
So many things need to do during this holiday.
This holiday can't relex althought exam s over...
Sob~ Sob~
OMG~ How can it be??!
6th of March, friday
Today c.w told me our camp will be cancel off.
I was shocked once i heard it.
OMG~
How come will cancel it??!
Damn...
Ofcuse is tat "PP" again.
WE planned our camp for so hard and so long.
What did she done?
CANCELLED?!!
Arghhhh~~~
Just because of that stupid marching competition,
all functions has been cancelled....
I really can't understand why she always like that.
Haiz~~
No camp for our holidays this year....T__T
Today c.w told me our camp will be cancel off.
I was shocked once i heard it.
OMG~
How come will cancel it??!
Damn...
Ofcuse is tat "PP" again.
WE planned our camp for so hard and so long.
What did she done?
CANCELLED?!!
Arghhhh~~~
Just because of that stupid marching competition,
all functions has been cancelled....
I really can't understand why she always like that.
Haiz~~
No camp for our holidays this year....T__T
Thursday, March 12, 2009
My Birthday!!!
3rd of March, tuesday
Today is my birthday!!
I didn't celebrate at all.
My parents didn't help me to celebrate too~
but it's okay...
So happy that still have a few people remember my birthday.
thankyou so much o~
given by c.w and p.l (drawn by c.w)
given by fei (it looks yummy~ lol =P)
given by qian
and thanks for the birthday wishes from other friends too~
Thanks ya, all my friends~ Love ya FOREVER~ Muackxxx =]
Sunday, March 1, 2009
真正快乐过吗??
1st March, sunday
我常在问自己, 近年来我过得快乐吗?
结果, 我的答案是..."不"!!
无论是友情, 亲情, 甚至与父母, 都不见的好.
朋友的离开, 干弟弟的逝世, 与母亲的关系不好...
这些事的发生我又能怎样?
只能过一天数一天.
好了, 不转牛角尖了. 就直接进入主题....
很多人都说如果有个人整天都在你耳边唠叨, 证明他是爱你, 在乎你, 关心你的.
这句话我的确蛮赞同的. 你们呢?
可是就偏偏有些父母喜欢用暴力来教育孩子.
这是我最不能忍受的, 因为我的母亲就是如此.
我真的很无奈...但, 我又能怎样??
为什么她总是不听听我怎么讲?
她讲的一切真的是100%对的吗?
就因为这样我就真的失去了发言的余地了吗??
她是不是认为, 只要使用暴力, 问题就能解决了?
我就能乖乖的服从她了?
交朋友有错了吗?
只不过是异性朋友, 我的朋友都认识的, 这样也错了吗?
她真的认为我与他们参久之后就会跟他们有不寻常的关系吗?
我可以非常肯定的说, 我绝对不会.
我真的很想知道...
她到底什么时候信任过我?
我想应该从来都没有吧~
还记得在我就读小学时, 她曾那么对我说 :
"真后悔当初把你生下. 在你出世的那天就该把你掐死的!! 不然, 现在就不必费这么多力气骂你和打你了!"
这句话真的很伤...
我至今还记得她对我说时的那个表情, 样子.
我真的宁可她不要把我生下来, 不要让我到这个世界...
那她就不用生我的气, 不用骂, 更不用打我.
我真的很想知道, 甚至有时会认为我是不是不该来到这世界...??
羡慕. 我非常羡慕你们...
为什么你们的父母可以对你们这样好? (多数吧~)
很多事情都可以与他们分担.
而我呢?
我却无法把所有事情跟他们讲, 讲了又能怎样?
最后获得的只是被骂, 被打...
你们当中可能会有很多人认为, 都长那么大了, 还被打, 真的很可笑.
就笑吧...可能我真的很没用, 很没出息.
昨天她又打我了...
这次是用拳打.
我的背部约30% - 40%淤青, 手臂也有.
昨天还用拳头打了我的头 (也不懂几下了)..
我只知道我常会觉得头会很晕, 有时还会有阵痛.
刚才在补习也是.
现在不能有太大的动作, 背书包也会很痛.
昨天睡觉都得趴着睡, 不然会疼的要命.
我想自己涂药, 可是我办不到.
因为我的手很难碰到受伤的地方.
都不知道几时会好起来...
我与她现在已保持一段距离.
每当她靠近我, 那她打我的画面就会出现在我脑海里.
我真的很害怕, 感到恐惧...
我还可以接近她吗?
她能确保她不再用那种方式对我吗?
那外面的人呢? 是不是也会这样的??
为什么我要活在这世界?
为什么我要受到这样的对待?
我是不是早就应该离开??
我还无法找到答案....
我只发现, 我好像从未真正快乐过......T_T
好了,我的头又开始疼了. 不谈了.
我常在问自己, 近年来我过得快乐吗?
结果, 我的答案是..."不"!!
无论是友情, 亲情, 甚至与父母, 都不见的好.
朋友的离开, 干弟弟的逝世, 与母亲的关系不好...
这些事的发生我又能怎样?
只能过一天数一天.
好了, 不转牛角尖了. 就直接进入主题....
很多人都说如果有个人整天都在你耳边唠叨, 证明他是爱你, 在乎你, 关心你的.
这句话我的确蛮赞同的. 你们呢?
可是就偏偏有些父母喜欢用暴力来教育孩子.
这是我最不能忍受的, 因为我的母亲就是如此.
我真的很无奈...但, 我又能怎样??
为什么她总是不听听我怎么讲?
她讲的一切真的是100%对的吗?
就因为这样我就真的失去了发言的余地了吗??
她是不是认为, 只要使用暴力, 问题就能解决了?
我就能乖乖的服从她了?
交朋友有错了吗?
只不过是异性朋友, 我的朋友都认识的, 这样也错了吗?
她真的认为我与他们参久之后就会跟他们有不寻常的关系吗?
我可以非常肯定的说, 我绝对不会.
我真的很想知道...
她到底什么时候信任过我?
我想应该从来都没有吧~
还记得在我就读小学时, 她曾那么对我说 :
"真后悔当初把你生下. 在你出世的那天就该把你掐死的!! 不然, 现在就不必费这么多力气骂你和打你了!"
这句话真的很伤...
我至今还记得她对我说时的那个表情, 样子.
我真的宁可她不要把我生下来, 不要让我到这个世界...
那她就不用生我的气, 不用骂, 更不用打我.
我真的很想知道, 甚至有时会认为我是不是不该来到这世界...??
羡慕. 我非常羡慕你们...
为什么你们的父母可以对你们这样好? (多数吧~)
很多事情都可以与他们分担.
而我呢?
我却无法把所有事情跟他们讲, 讲了又能怎样?
最后获得的只是被骂, 被打...
你们当中可能会有很多人认为, 都长那么大了, 还被打, 真的很可笑.
就笑吧...可能我真的很没用, 很没出息.
昨天她又打我了...
这次是用拳打.
我的背部约30% - 40%淤青, 手臂也有.
昨天还用拳头打了我的头 (也不懂几下了)..
我只知道我常会觉得头会很晕, 有时还会有阵痛.
刚才在补习也是.
现在不能有太大的动作, 背书包也会很痛.
昨天睡觉都得趴着睡, 不然会疼的要命.
我想自己涂药, 可是我办不到.
因为我的手很难碰到受伤的地方.
都不知道几时会好起来...
我与她现在已保持一段距离.
每当她靠近我, 那她打我的画面就会出现在我脑海里.
我真的很害怕, 感到恐惧...
我还可以接近她吗?
她能确保她不再用那种方式对我吗?
那外面的人呢? 是不是也会这样的??
为什么我要活在这世界?
为什么我要受到这样的对待?
我是不是早就应该离开??
我还无法找到答案....
我只发现, 我好像从未真正快乐过......T_T
好了,我的头又开始疼了. 不谈了.
suffering with pain
28th Feb, saturday
My birthday is almost there, but i seem unhappy. =(
Today everything just looks fine from the morning untill the afternoon.
I attent school activity from 7.3oa.m. till 2p.m.
It was quite a long time for me to suffer and tire too~
After going home, i prepared my things before going to tuition.
It's a BM tuition and it took for 2 and the half hours.
Then, the tuition ended at 5.30p.m.
After that, my dad directly fetched me home.
The first i usually do while i reach home is to check my hp.
I found that some of my contact numbers lost.
I was very curious, so i asked my mum what's going on.
She checked my hp and found that there were some guy's hp number.
She was mad with it.
They're just my friends...
No other relationship.
But she don't let to mix with guys now...
be friend also can't...
Why she controled my life?
Everything of me??
Just friend...That's all, nothing else..
But, then she started hit me.
Almost 40% of my body was beat by her.
And all the parts of my back injured...
Now suffering with pain.
It's really pain...
That's the birthday present which my mum gave me in this year i guess...... =(
My birthday is almost there, but i seem unhappy. =(
Today everything just looks fine from the morning untill the afternoon.
I attent school activity from 7.3oa.m. till 2p.m.
It was quite a long time for me to suffer and tire too~
After going home, i prepared my things before going to tuition.
It's a BM tuition and it took for 2 and the half hours.
Then, the tuition ended at 5.30p.m.
After that, my dad directly fetched me home.
The first i usually do while i reach home is to check my hp.
I found that some of my contact numbers lost.
I was very curious, so i asked my mum what's going on.
She checked my hp and found that there were some guy's hp number.
She was mad with it.
They're just my friends...
No other relationship.
But she don't let to mix with guys now...
be friend also can't...
Why she controled my life?
Everything of me??
Just friend...That's all, nothing else..
But, then she started hit me.
Almost 40% of my body was beat by her.
And all the parts of my back injured...
Now suffering with pain.
It's really pain...
That's the birthday present which my mum gave me in this year i guess...... =(
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